My footprints
are washed from the sand
by the desert wind.

I stand at the foot of a shattered statue a fellow traveler once described as 'two vast and trunkless legs of stone", hand holding my shemaugh over my mouth to keep out the sand.

I come
-- something between a pilgrim and a ghost --
to look on the works of the king of kings and despair.

The wind whistles through the legs and over the half buried head which lies tilted up out of the sand near the statue's base.

I sit in the spare shade of the legs,
as I do every year,
and let my eyes wander about the empty desert, taking some comfort in the shared company of the forgotten monument.

I pray to a nameless god, the phantom lord of all forgotten things, that something of Ozymandius endures.

Fall has come.
I sit at my desk
in the dark
wrapped in blankets

A pale light
casts my face as marble.
I read from Thomas De Quincey's
Confessions of an Opium Eater.

"My dreams were accompanied
by deep-seated anxiety
and gloomy melancholy,
such as are wholly incommunicable by words.
I seemed every night
to descend,
into chasms and sunless abysses,
depths below depths,
from which it seemed hopeless
that I could ever reascend."

With an opium pipe,
I could slip deep into reveries
transcend,
roiling back
to sit beside De Quincey
as he sweats,
tossing and turning in his bed,
trying, failing
to wean himself
from the drug that is killing him.
I would hold his hand
in the dark - and tell him
he isn't alone.
Perhaps, together,
we might find some way
out of the abyss.


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